ISBN 9788188965915,Fallen StandIng : My Life As A Schizophrenist

Fallen StandIng : My Life As A Schizophrenist

Publisher:

Women Unlimited

Rs325

Publisher

Women Unlimited

Publication Year 2015
ISBN-13

ISBN 9788188965915

ISBN-10 818896591X
Binding

Paper Back

Number of Pages 260 Pages
Language (English)
Subject

Literature fiction

Right now life sucks. I hate it. It seems so much easier to give up...

Just an hour ago I came out of the loo and stood still. I couldn’t speak or yell or make any sound or move to call for help... I stood leaning towards my left against the wall as my entire right went numb and limp. And I just stared into space...

First the mind screws up... Then there is this body which has a life of its own...

Today I fell ... while standing. My body still held on to the wall yet it was fallen. And there was nothing the mind could do.
Reshma was diagnosed with schizophrenia when she was 22. As she says, she didn’t ‘even know what the darn word meant’. In this extraordinary, first-of-its-kind account she writes about her experience of living with therapies and medication, struggling to make sense of her situation, surviving suicide attempts, finding support groups -- and finally coming into her own.

With rare candour and clarity she recounts her sense of being ‘different’ as a teenager, while rebelling against all attempts to pigeon-hole and discipline her. Her will to overcome the tremendous odds she faced enabled her to gain unexpected insights into her condition, and her
story, told in utterly unsparing prose, is courageous, powerful, eloquent and poignant.
About the Author

RESHMA VALLIAPPAN is founder-director of Mind Arcs and The Red Door that work on breaking barriers between normalcy and madness, along with a platform that advocates for the rights of persons with mental illness. She was elected Ashoka Fellow in 2014, and received the WIN Woman of the Year Award, 2012-2013, in Pune. She is also an INK Fellow. A Drop of Sunshine, a film made on Reshma’s recovery, was screened in 2011. Reshma is currently pursuing a double master’s in Philosophy and Science and Religion but, as she says: “...I really honestly spend time doing tandavas in the rain with Thor and engaging in fictitious tantric encounters with the dead. And spend at least three hours a day with my cats learning their moves and drives to become a kick-ass samurai ninja
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